Sober | Kangin/Leeteuk | PG-13 | Angst
A mixture of drunk and drive, and I forgot everything that happened. The soberness slowly coming, and I only realize that I'm in front of the dorm, ringing the bell, couldn't actually think straight, and couldn't stop the judder of my heartbeat. Once you open the door, half awake, rubbing your right eye with a "You're home?" coming from your mouth, I couldn't help but to let the tears urging to flow out.
"What's wrong?" you ask, but I couldn't bare to tell you, not yet. It's my fault, I did it, but I'm innocent. I don't know if you would believe me or not, you always do, but I don't want to take the chance to know just yet.
Just thinking of what happened and the consequences, scares me. I don't know what to do. I can't think straight, I feel stupid, I need to take resposibility, but I just...don't know what to do.
You paced forward, spreading your arms, and embraced me. I could feel your warmth, the love you give in. I know the trust and worry you feel towards me, and I'm afraid once you know the truth.
Would you love me like you did yesterday?
Odd one out | Kibum/Donghae | PG-13 | Angst
He's not the type of guy you see at wild parties or nightclubs. Not that he doesn't know how to have fun, he has his own ways of doing so. He doesn't go drunk, except for the occasional soju he takes with a company; Changmin or even Heechul. He would've decline going to this party (or social gathering as Leeteuk points out), but what kind of member would he be to not attend the celebration of their fourth album wrap-up? He has already been on a music hiatus for two years and a half, he cannot show that he doesn't care (because he does).
So the party starts, attended by all the staff plus a few SNSD members who helped in the making of the album. Kibum walks from the food table to the corner of the room. Shindong shove him away from the meat, so he had no choice but to get out of the way.
Pass through a drunk Sungmin, who keeps making aegyo that KIbum wanted to punch him. Almost that is, before Kyuhyun grabbed him and lead him to Siwon who starts a preach about sanity and human ethics.
Approached by Leeteuk who asks him his condition, making sure everyone has a good time. He offered Kibum to play some games, but he declined, again; with the excuse of wanting to eat.
Bumped into Ryeowook who let out a girly shriek, and Yesung who started glaring at him. He backed off, muttering apologies to Ryeowook, speeding his pace to escape from Yesung's eye-piercing-glare.
Sees Kangin on the phone, and he notices two people missing; Heechul and Hankyung. H edoesn't even need to think of the possibilities, there's one and only one explanation to their absence; inappropiate actions for an event like this. (but then again, since when was it appropiate to do it outside the bedroom?)
He sits at the corner, staring at the plate of food in front of him, his eyes dotted to the fish fingers, then to the fish itself. Eunhyuk draping all voer him, sharing whispers in a hall packed with people. He watches from afar how Eunhyuk makes Donghae laugh. He laughs to everyone's joke, but why does Eunhyuk make him laugh the loudest, and he couldn't make Donghae laugh at all?
He has a sense of humour (deep inside of him, hidden under those cold emotions) but it's there, and he couldn't help but to feel a tad hurt when he sees the two members clicking so well with each other, and he just sits there, playing with his food.
The party goes on, with people arriving and leaving and throughout the whole event, he flashes a professional smile alongside the expression, and it fools everyone; once again.
Irony | undefined | G | Angst
There were days when your letter keep coming, some drabbles, and some longer than a poetry recitel. And then there were the days when the letters stop coming, and even wandering what happened isn't bringing anything. The fact a person's heart changes direction with an easy snap of a finger, is that a way the mind was blown by the sudden change of feeling.
People change, and the story ends like that.